E-mail Interview with Kate Pendry
This festival is very much about changes
in society, changes in perception, ambiguities, globality, but deals
not very explicitly with issues of sex and gender. Apart from your
performances the festival is rather male dominated. Is this a feature
that you encounter often while touring your work, in theatre and
performance-art contextes?
A lot of organisors are men unless its a Womens
Art Festival (in which case all the technicians are men). I cant
say I have noticed a predominace of men in the performance art context
mainly because any man one notices as a man is usually
an arsehole. (The same can be said of women). I usually stay away
from these types of persons. In fact, to keep my sanity I usually
keep myself to myself when I am on the road. However I come from
a British Theatre background a thoroughly patriarchal, women
reducing environment. In contrast, the European performance art
scene feels like a bastion of womens rights and freedom of
expression.
Is there any way of changing male dominated festivals? Or any
reason to do it?
Well we have three choices and a number of fallout results.
- positive discrimination, ie, choose works on the basis of gender
rather than (oh dear) quality. But whose doing the choosing?
Often women run festivals have a better balance. So do we force
all the guys who have the balls and energy to organise festivals
to include a pre-requisite number of women, just because. That
dog dont hunt baby.
- women need to start organising more festivals. Well, maybe,
but then were in the Moondance/Lilith arena, and may exclude
men and more importantly male audiences. I dont find
that interesting, unless one is going GUNG-HO for gender separatism
(which even then isnt so interesting UNLESS one had
it in ONE exhibition, you know, women in one hall and men in the
other. Wow. Thats a cool idea.). Anyway if the only way
to include more women artists is to have more women curating then
we get back to positive discrimination. Also women run festivals
have a BAD rep, yes they do. Which brings me to a third - controversial
point:
- I have seen little female performance art that is powerful.
Maybe our only option in redressing the gender balance is to produce
different art. Art that speaks through and across gender. Or speaks
directly to the opposite gender.
Why is there a male predominance in performance art festivals?
Why does the sun rise in the morning? The arts at top level
are male dominated. Perhaps the discipline, ego, sexual agression
and couldnt give-a-fuck politics associated with male art
is attractive. Or perhaps the dreamy, whining, introverted, small
pink gender oriented menstrual-art (my phrase) we associate
with women artists is deeply unattractive. I am using SWEEPING gestures
here, and HUGE generalisations, but you know what Im talking
about huh? Maybe there just aint no market for what we chicks are/were
doing. So whats the answer? Create a market, or change our
art? Well, I think women have a responsibility to push themselves
and make there work funky, sexy, full of moral rocketfuel. That
way it sells. That way people get your message if you have
one, which you SHOULD or youve no business being a performer.
So if we start insisting our work, making it image-worthy, sound-byte
worthy, then we automatically create a market. This DOESNT
mean selling out our femininity, integrity or moral compass, by
the way.
How did you get started with these portraits-extreme of female
icons?
Anger. Rage against the machine. I cannot DESCRIBE how enraged
I become at the female icons that are foisted
forced upon us. It makes me want to spit blood. When Diana got killed
in a car crash (a pretty banal death at the end of the day) the
HYSTERICAL mourning made me want to puke. Rich girl dies in car
crash. So what.
And the more you delve into the truth of Marilyn the more you find
out she was a not very bright junkie who could only exist under
the male gaze. And thats the Goddess the world still worships?
Oh man, this is a fucked up planet.
In the final analysis Im trying to violate these female
icons. Wait til Madonna dies. Just you wait. And that bloody
Bjørk. Male gaze, male gaze, male gaze.
Truth be told I never had an intention of dealing with female icons
as a subject matter. In fact I dont see Dead Diana and Marilyn
as inhabiting the same niche in my repertoire. Apart from their
both being blonde. And I am blonde (bottle-blonde). So maybe there
is the answer :)
The combination of the physical pain through the fishhooks and
the softness of your being as Marilyn is fascinating, beautiful
and terrible at the same time. It pinpoints pain very well. How
did you end up with this image and this way of dealing with representation
of pain?
Everyone thinks I use the fishooks to dramatise Marilyns
pain. The truth is I use them so I can hurt her. This is punishment
extreme. I am cutting and violating the greatest patriarchal saint
of them all.
Well Id like to think I am. Unfortunately no one who sees
the performance sees that side of it. I rather like that the Marilyn
performance has backfired on me a little. It means I have truly
created a three dimensional character. And when people cry... oh
when people cry. It makes me very careful about what I do. I feel
a responsibility to the audiences emotions. Cant fuck about
with them when they have put them out there. Respect.
I love the title of one of your talks: Risk aversion and the
morality of low expectation in performance. It sounds like a statement and even
a working method. Could you expand on the issue somewhat ---
I nicked that title from a book called Culture Of Fear (seen Bowling
For Columbine?). This is a bible in our family. It is ABSOLUTELY
at the centre of everything I do. We live in a culture of fear and
consumption. We are encouraged to avoid all risk in our lives, and
therefore our expectations become lower. We accept Big Brother as
a form of entertainment. We accept the AWFUL turds of bad performance
that are squeezed out of the anus of institutional theatre. Mediocrity
is what we aspire to. And this is true in performance, politics,
religion, our personal relationships. Risk is good. It makes us
stronger, better. The less we fear our surroundings, strangers on
the train, foreigners, language, growing old... the better our species
will become. We are suffering from total empathy breakdown because
we are afraid and hiding in shells. And art holds the mirror up
to nature. What do we see in the reflection? Mediocrity. We recognise
it, and accept. It is time to break out. Take risks. Say what you
REALLY think. Stop censoring yourselves. Stop reading the critics.
Work quietly in the eye of the hurricane, unnaffected by the chaos
around you. Dont get distracted. Dont sell out by copying
all the other art you see, or comparing your art to others. You
will only become discouraged. Me, I dont go and see other
performances when I am developing my own work. I impose a strict
moratorium. Other peoples work is irrelevent. Good luck to
them, all respect, but I cant get distracted.
You are working in many fields - radio, performance, curating
events... do you consider these parts of the same.
Of the same political feministic project?
I dont think of myself as a feminist just a good old
fashioned socialist. I do what I do based on who I am. And though
I find that what I do falls into the category of politico-feminism,
riot-queen, controversial art, it was never meant to be that. It
simply is what it is. But yes, ALL my work, whether I am lecturing,
doing a radio show, performing in a theatre, hosting a peace conference
OR doing a kids show (!), is absolutely born from the same principles
and manifesto. I suppose I have some kind of trademark, but Im
not sure how Id describe it.
What is feminism for you?
Not wearing a handbag, or makeup. These are the trappings of slavery.
Feminism for me is grass roots, daily and domestic. I dont
sit with my legs crossed on the tram so a guy can stretch his balls
out next to me. I sit like a guy. I dont wear a handbag because
handbags are fussy and unecessary and make you limp over to one
side after a few years. Come on, all you women with handbags. Try
something for me. Go one day without a handbag. Go one day walking
down the street without anything in your hands or on your shoulder.
It will be a revelation to you - how terrifying it is... to be free.
Do you prefer to do solo work?
Yes. I find it very very hard collaborating with other people.
Something Im quite ashamed of, because the theatre background
I have is all about collaboration, and trust, and group energy.
I did this kind of work for many years, and got very distressed
by these environments, where everyone has to compromise something,
and struggle for a bit of ego space, without taking too much mind
you, because then the group will turn on you for being disruptive.
I have been in a number of theatre companies that operated more
like cults than art groups. Eating your soul out for what? An empty
auditorium in an old warehouse somewhere. No thanks.
At the end of the day Im a real loner. Ive always
felted shunted outside of things. Thats because of my childhood
etc. I have no siblings, no father, so I never really learned how
to interact in groups. Its very sad.. but its the truth.
Prominent solo-artists are very often women, why is that? For
sure it is cheap and easy to schedule...but apart from that?
Dont dismiss the cheap! Cheap is good! It means you can get
your shit OUT there, without having to wait ...
But yes, apart from that it may be partly what I descibed before:
that feeling of being controlled by a group. The desire to breathe
freely without having to run your stuff by other people, without
having always to be approved of (or disapproved of). For me it was
a form of breaking away from a type of patriarchy. Daddy (even if
shes a woman) aint gonna tell me what to do no more.
The other side of the coin is this: I do believe women have difficulty
producing large works involving many people. There are very few
women directors around. I dont think we enjoy it the
way that guys do. I think we have difficulty seeing the whole battlefield
and moving the pieces around with boyish delight. We worry to much
about the individuals in a group, we worry people wont like
us.. and that can weaken a production.
Im trying to address that in myself actually. Im thinking
of writing a theatre piece (about the Baader-Meinhof group) with
a cast of THOUSANDS. Just to see if I can. To write like a guy.
But with a twist. The twist being my gung-ho feminism.
How do you conceive your performances?
I daydream. If an image catches my eye Ill toy with it. I
have enormous freedom because the success of Marilyn, Diana and
Sex In The Warzone has taught me that Im on the right track,
my ideas work. I also examine the directions my work is taking,
and see if I want to nudge it one way or the other.. more personal,
less, softer, harder, vocal, mute etc;
I have to confess something here: I am talented. I was born with
it, and I dont know where it came from. I find it easy to
create performances. The ideas pop into my head, I nurture them
for a while, try them out, fine tune them...
Could you tell me a little about the premises for Sex in the
War Zone?
I went to Bosnia and Kosova for a holiday. But I carry
my politics with me, and was confronted by the paradox of holidaying
in a warzone. I was very very aware of how exciting it was, and
that this post-war eroticism wasnt being confronted by us
in the West. I couldnt possibly come back from
that trip and not share the findings of my research. I knew it was
important. So I simply told the story, interjecting it with my own
emphasises here and there, to highlight the hypocrisy (my own) and
focus on the aftermath. Wars dont just go away once the Americans
go in and bomb for peace. Things need to be built up again. And
these poor bastards in the Balkans, still living in rubble, while
we concentrate our charitable anti war moral outrage on newer, more
distant targets.
Charity begins at home.
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Questions by Annika Tudeer
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